So as the year quickly approaches its end I got my final record of employment from the job where I had been for the past 11 years.
I wish that I could write what a great impact all of this current journey of endings and beginnings had on me but to tell her the truth I feel like I’m being guided like one of those escalators that go up and up without any help from me.
I feel like this journey has been a long time coming and I know that I fought it for a long time.
But the thing is with even all the unknowns that were waiting for me when I finally did do a proverbial mic drop and left the established way in society to make a dollar, I felt that I did it with very little emotion and very little expectations of how it would affect me or the world around me.
I think when I finally gave notice to a soul-sucking establishment my only pause was a 5 minute panic attack of wondering what I had just done and where I would go from here.
The truth is my journey started a long long time ago way before I started my journey intensely in March of 2020 Guided by Spirit.
When I finally gave my notice at the end of November, no one came, no Fanfare was given, no people begged for me to stay. In fact the SILENCE of it all was so RESOUNDINGLY QUIET and PEACEFUL that it just completely and resolutely made me believe that my path was clear.
Some were insulted by the lack of caring for the years of loyal service that I had given to the establishment.
The thing is it just made leaving all the more easier it made my new Journey all the more meaningful.
My path since has been clear and very Chariot driven by myself and my intentions of manifesting where I want to be and how I’m going to get there.
The venue that I have picked so that I can be gainfully employed is something I had already looked into more than 5 years ago when exploring a completely different topic.
I took the same venue and put my passion into it and what took me five years on one platform with little luck or success this time took me two months to accomplish.
I look forward to continuing my place in this journey to wherever it may lead me.
I can finally say that I hope for like-minded people to be able to find me so that we can share our experiences and our knowledge to become more enlightened and more aligned with the paths in our lives.
All I know is that I am very ready to wherever this new adventure takes me regardless of where it goes.
One thing I know for sure we are all here to move forward wherever that may lead us.
As for me the only thing I am holding on to from that past life is a glass paperweight that has my name and 10 years of loyal service written on it that I plan to keep for eternity to remind myself that an UNINSPIRED life (however tumultuous an inspired one can get) is a complete waste of time.
Find the love the inspiration and the light in your life.
Wishing you all the best going forward !
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Got to ask, what or who inspired you prior to have that seed of an idea manifest into this incredible journey you are on now.?
Wonderful and proud of you in every way possible
I had always been drawn to Tarot. Had gone to many spiritual workers who said I had the sight. I had to work with the public during that first year of pandemic and watched some tarot readings (bad ones…sorry but there are some) and picked up my deck again. Was doing meditation to calm myself from panic and that is when I got what I call the dowload from my guides, that explained a lot. I kept putting it off, but they kept insisting I start this path. I fought a lot against it, but it was meant to be. No matter what happens, this has saved me for any more years of pure misery. I am grateful.